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[clodia_risa]

I just did that quiz for the fun of it, but at the end it really freaked me out. You see, I used to cut myself. It's actually rather addictive. I've been good for about six months now. Not that I haven't wanted to start again...oh no...the pain is delicious. It gives you something to concentrate on besides your emotion turmoil. Gives you control. But I won't go back. Partly for myself. Mostly for my guy. It hurts him when I try to, or when I do. I don't, because he loves me. But it doesn't mean I still don't want to.

Well... now that I've freaked everyone out, now that no one will read this again, or my friends will come to me in hopes of an intervention. It's time for me to end this post.